Monday, August 14, 2006
written behind the facade 1:20 AM.
i want to let u know that. those words really meant
something to me. i thank you to let me know that.
even though u bottle some things. u still will tell me
something. i didnt use that word for a very long time
but i guess i have to use it.
i admit i cant handle my feelings will. it comes it comes
it goes it goes. but i want u to know that. even if i'am
having fun. i'am still thinking of u. but it's a waste that
you're not here. but some way some how, i'll try to be
that friend who will be by your side. to be your listening
ear. to have fun with. if that is there's a chance. i'll find
that chance for us to have fun tgt. as a grp agn. i dont
want u to be left out. it's really quite hard broken seeing
us distanced so far. not like that very first time we met.
it's just diff. i want u to feel as what we were when we first
met.
though it need time to adapt agn. hope we will give each
other ample time too. i dont wish to see u sad ever. i dont
wish to say any more things that hurts u. i just want to c
u happy. but not only on the outside. but inside too.
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